I may not have been thinking rationally about the whole situation. All I saw was someone like me in a situation I would've personally rather died than endure. I saw a potential solution. And I acted without really fully thinking it through. I'm not going to try and shoulder the full blame here, since there were a bunch of people involved in that operation, but I still fucked up pretty badly
I won't ask for your forgiveness, and you're sure as fuck allowed to be mad. All I'm going to ask is that, if you feel up to it in the future, you give me a chance to prove that I'm not just bullshitting you on my motives.
And maybe, after that, I hope you'll consider starting over.
I don't know what I would have done, had I seen someone in my situation. I'd rather not think about it, though I suppose there are already some other Akechis around who are not quite in their right mind. At least they are not dangerous, unlike I was.
Perhaps, I may be open to hearing you out, if you mean what you say. I just need... time. I don't know how much. I can't promise that I'll ever be fully comfortable with any of you.
Considering Igor won't let me out, though, I suppose I don't have a choice either way. Hah.
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Date: 2024-04-16 09:40 am (UTC)From:Yeah, it
I may not have been thinking rationally about the whole situation. All I saw was someone like me in a situation I would've personally rather died than endure. I saw a potential solution. And I acted without really fully thinking it through. I'm not going to try and shoulder the full blame here, since there were a bunch of people involved in that operation, but I still fucked up pretty badly
I won't ask for your forgiveness, and you're sure as fuck allowed to be mad. All I'm going to ask is that, if you feel up to it in the future, you give me a chance to prove that I'm not just bullshitting you on my motives.
And maybe, after that, I hope you'll consider starting over.
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Date: 2024-04-16 10:40 am (UTC)From:I don't know what I would have done, had I seen someone in my situation. I'd rather not think about it, though I suppose there are already some other Akechis around who are not quite in their right mind. At least they are not dangerous, unlike I was.
Perhaps, I may be open to hearing you out, if you mean what you say. I just need... time. I don't know how much. I can't promise that I'll ever be fully comfortable with any of you.
Considering Igor won't let me out, though, I suppose I don't have a choice either way. Hah.
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Date: 2024-04-16 01:33 pm (UTC)From:There's a portal spell in one of these fucking books, maybe that's another incentive to try and get the goddamn magic mojo working while I'm here
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Date: 2024-04-16 04:54 pm (UTC)From:I can only wish you luck.