another analogue here, one who was under direct control by Shido. To the point he wasn't able to speak negatively about him, or acknowledge the Metaverse.
I wanted to help, remove the shit that Shido put in him to make him obey, but I did so without being able to ask him if he would even consent to that
and now he's pissed because he feels like we violated his mind and now I can't
help but feel like I've done the wrong thing
am I any different from people like fucking Maruki, I
I used to be so staunchly opposed to this shit
Did I change my mind because I genuinely thought this was the better option, or because 'my' Ren wanted me to agree with his methods, so that's how Maruki created me to think
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Date: 2024-04-13 08:58 pm (UTC)From:another analogue here, one who was under direct control by Shido. To the point he wasn't able to speak negatively about him, or acknowledge the Metaverse.
I wanted to help, remove the shit that Shido put in him to make him obey, but I did so without being able to ask him if he would even consent to that
and now he's pissed because he feels like we violated his mind and now I can't
help but feel like I've done the wrong thing
am I any different from people like fucking Maruki, I
I used to be so staunchly opposed to this shit
Did I change my mind because I genuinely thought this was the better option, or because 'my' Ren wanted me to agree with his methods, so that's how Maruki created me to think